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Sunday, August 19, 2007

Yippie!! Last week of exams!!!

Another 3 more papers to go and i'm done! And hello hello holidays...
The rest of my friends have 2 more, but i have 3 cause of my extra module. Darn. But luckily we all end on the same day. haha.. Which means, shopping!!!!! and seriously catching up with my babes and friends.

Staring at my books all day long is really disgusting. and i seriously cant take it. So, yesterday it was a whole day out with dear! ((:

Met him @ 8am, went down to Westcoast Park. He and his team of welfare teachers had to do some reckee (i seriously dont know how to spell this) for their Charity Walk event. So i went to Mac and sat there to have my breakfast and to study at the same time. It was quite a good time studying. the aircon wasn't that cold. Prob because i sat at the Mac Cafe area. Lovely environment. With the aroma of tea and coffee.. Simply lovely! ((: Hours into my study, the whole place filled up and this woman came up to me and said" er, anyone sitting here?" and cause i was sitting @ a 4seater, i said yes, just one. And because the other chair next to it was wet, she just"huh? someone sitting arh?" and i nodded with a smile. Then she just gave me this awkward weird look and left.

about 30min later, dear came and joined me for awhile and disappeared to go shift the car nearer to mac. and the woman walked by again and gave me this damn zuai look and gestured to the chair and said" so where's your friend?" and she smirked and walked away before i could even answer her. Well dones.

Anyway, we finally left the place @ 12 plus... and headed to Marina Square to catch Rush Hour 3. It wasn't fantastically great. But i just needed to satisfy my movie crave. haha. After the movie, dear and i just walked and walked around. and then headed to SPP for Mass where we bumped into a few ppl. Oh my tians. The priest doing the mass was Fr Daniel Lim and he speaks with such great slowness. Its like he sounds like he's falling asleep. Not to be mean, but it was so hard to really concentrate what he was trying to say during homily and i felt so xin-ku for him. haha. Dear said if at night can't sleep, just talk to him. hahaha.

Next, we headed to Marina area again cause we wanted to catch the fireworks. We parked really far away cause all the carparks were so full! then we walked towards Lao Par Sa for dinner and then headed to somewhere further away to watch the fireworks. You should have seen the crowd. It was chaos! Dear and i were like walking round and round talking and laughing. I must say it's been a really long time since we both laughed that much. and long walks together. i guess walking with Mr Lim(s) are lovely isn't it Mellie? haha. ((:

Will post the pictures another time.. now back to my disgusting books. Yikes.

.she sings.
9:35 PM;

Thursday, August 16, 2007

It was our first paper today, and oh my tians... i think everyone almost died when we saw the paper.. No one expected like Parkinson's disease to be one of the SAQ? I think the school really very jian. haha..

But anyway, other than that, everything was quite ok. Anyway, last night i got a sweet surprise from dear!! He appeared at my place at like 11 plus! And came with a bag of things. ((:
Let's see what's in this mini goodie bag.



1. A box of camomile tea, and honey. This combination is simply LOVELY!


2. A box of Swiss Delice Choc biscuits and 3 Ferrero Rocher!! ((: Sweet!


He was just simply so sweet. And it really brighten my night as i was really dying trying to get every info into my head! Rah! I know i can't find another one who's sweeter than him. even if there was another one, i also dont want. wahahah...

Anyway, tmr's paper is totally madness. 100MCQ i think i'm going to shade until my hand goes into spasm. haha.. Can't wait for next thurs. FREEDOM!!!!!!! wahahaha.

.she sings.
3:26 PM;

Tuesday, August 14, 2007

Oh tingting. Thanks for the reminder!!!!

I forgot to mention.. Last fri, being the last day of school, the ONG decided to go out to Jack's Place for lunch. and on our way back to school, we received a msg from our dearest Tan Teng Yao aka Tingting..... which caught us all by surprise cause he was just less than 1m away from us and it was a wonder why he msg us.

So here was the msg....
" Girls. Thanks for all the wonderful memories u all have given me. Words cant describe how thankful i am to have known u all. Thanks for tolerating with my nonsense these 3years. Really would not have been who i am now without u all. Sounds wrong to say this. But i love u girls. Thanks. Will miss u people."

Aww.. AINT THAT SWeeet? haha... It totally caught us all by surprise la! And when we asked when he typed that msg? He said at Jack Place's when i took a pic of him. and here's that picture!


Doesn't he look so silly. hahah. Dumb tingting.

Well, lesson learned? When you need inspiration to type something that comes from your heart... Go down to Jack's Place. *winks* wahahaha....

.she sings.
11:23 PM;


Oh my tians..
It's officially another 2 more days to the first paper of my final year exams!!! AHH!!! *faints*

Time really flew by and here we are in year 3 already.
Looking back and thinking of how much we all grew together and individually. Learning from each other and experiences that we all encountered together. Sometimes people point out to us certain things, but are those engraved in our hearts and minds. (: sometimes we just choose to learn it the hard ways. We grew together and learn what are true friendships. Friendships that stay strong and able to withstand tests. No matter what that we have been thru together, what's most important is that after all these challenges you know that the friendship still stays strong.


And to each and every member of The ONG, i just want to say, thank you for all the memories. All the times that we all spent together laughing (literally making me get asthma attacks), crying (i mean literally too), getting angry and all other emotions. these are the memories that no one can use money to buy and i'm really thankful that i went thru my poly life with you guys. *ppsst please do not cry* I love each and everyone of you all, yes ting ting, even you! ahah.. Each individual brought different memories but what's most important are the times when we all spent tog as a group. - "Travelling to South Canteen", "Eating @ FJ when we're feeling rich". "Having Mac cravings and sometimes pasta", "exploring all the way to the Secret Garden", "Default place to be- North Canteen (Northern Delight? haha)" and of course, how can we ever forget, "Val's tian di-acutally it's ours. ((:"
All the photos we all have together are a very good prove of the wonderful memories we shared but what's most important is what is engraved in our hearts and in our minds.










.she sings.
5:19 PM;

Wednesday, August 8, 2007

Growing up in a place where i have been so "sheltered". Sometimes i really wish at times i could be like Mel. Growing up in such a loving and bonded family. Or sometimes like Jy. She maybe naive and innocent, but prob it's a bliss in disguise.

I won't say i havent had a good life thus far. Having clothes, food and shelter.. I've been good. But what i meant was the support from the family. It made me into a person who doesn't dare to stand up for her rights, just going with the flow and etc.. But deep down inside i've been always having this memory that has been kept in me. and i know it'll never go away. You may say its something that i have to learn to let go and let the wounds heal. I'm trying. But i can't help but always think about that incident whenever i have an unpleasant argument at home.

I'm hating lots of things. I'm now made to pay my own bills. Phone bills i mean. Dear made a point that its prob time i should gain independence and pay my own bills. Yes, i agree. But where am i to get the $$ to? Savings? Right. All in an acct that cannot be TOUCHED. The only one that i have accessed to is where i get my weekly allowance from. Where it can hardly barely cover my cost for the week. It's already very hard to save like a $10! In a week of $60, $10 i'll try to save for little retail therapy now and then. And where do i get the $ to pay for the rest? It's like nonsense.

Work you might be saying, i also would want to. But how? I'm NOT ALLOWED to. You read that right. I always wanted to go out and try part time work. But can i? No! cause apparently I'm a future NURSE. And doing part time work as a sales doesn't help in my future career. I only can work at Clinics cause it HELPS. Right. But how many clinics employ part timers!? I've been hunting over 20 clinics to ask. They all rejected. Cause they said it takes about 2-3 mths to train a clinic assistant. And hence, no part timers. I've been searching for months you know? It's so freaking irritating! I really do not understand why. Why can't i just take up other jobs!

So someone, kindly explain to me how do i get pass my bills. ROB THE BANK? Wow. A night of ranting.. Totally ruined the nice day i had. I just want to get out of here.

.she sings.
11:36 PM;

Wednesday, August 1, 2007

A list of things that happened over the week....

1. Met dear on Sat and we went to Suntec to walk walk.
2. We ate Aunty Anne's
3. We caught the NDP preview fireworks @ National Stadium there
4. There was Confirmation Camp Heads meeting on Sunday.
5. I had a nice family dinner @ Wild Rocket, Hangout Hotel
6. Exams are coming and everyone is going mad about it.
7. Went to Yvt's place to study after sch on mon.
8. I've finished my 3033 -Foo's notes
9. I had happy food on mon! - Sushi and bubble tea!
10. I missed melly babe!
11. Flo called and said that Pods are with Dear! (yippie!!)
12. Flo said there's butterfly accessories for me to add to my collection! (yay!)
13. I went to LISS in the end ystd.
14. Dear was on course ystd.
15. We went to IMM to eat Pepper Lunch before heading to church.
16. I got bullied again by those rascals.
17. I went for confession (and it was good)
18. I picked a scripture reading that really spoke to me. ((:
19. I got prayed over by Nat and God really affirmed me.
20. I totally couldn't stop smiling when i saw Jesus' picture.
21. We sent Gerard F back to Toa Payoh.
22. Martin, Dear and I were eating prata @ 12 midnight.
23. Everyone was just being totally corny.
24. Got home around 1.15am.
25. Got scared the shit out of me and didn't know what it was.
26. Couldnt sleep till like 3am
27. Woke at 7am for school.
28. Found out that those funny noises last night was actually dad who was sleeping in bro's room.
29. Feeling really tired today.
30. Going to go sleep after blogging this. ((:

.she sings.
5:01 PM;