Friday, February 15, 2008
A day out with the Nurse Gang. ok. Tingting was missing though. Last minute he decided to "fly plane". Oh wells. It was a Belated Valentine's- pre meet up before Aussie trip- meet up.
Off we went to Vivo... Walked, ate, caught Jumper -which made all of us felt a little giddy and cranky after the movie. haha. But it was of much joy. ((: Not forgetting photo sessions! (:
Lunch at Banquet
Photo session at the top deck area. It was really windy with hair flying, eyes shrinking. lol.
Jenn darling, Yvette woman and i are flying off to Aussie this sunday!! Oh my tians! Happenings! Our dream 3 years ago has come true!!!! haha. All the planning and all. I can't believe it! It's here!!! And we are so excited! Ok. The excitement kinda only set in today. Haha. But it's ok!
Started packing yesterday, packed little more today... and more tmr.. and all the other rest in on Sunday. Really excited! Oh my gosh!! haha. Can't wait! And off to Aussie we go! First to Sydney -can catch up with cousins there. then off to Melb- to catch Lyn and Chris!!!! I'm missing them already. Surely going to cry when i part with them. :(
But first, i shall not think too far. Just let's enjoy! ((:
Off we went to Vivo... Walked, ate, caught Jumper -which made all of us felt a little giddy and cranky after the movie. haha. But it was of much joy. ((: Not forgetting photo sessions! (:
Lunch at Banquet
Photo session at the top deck area. It was really windy with hair flying, eyes shrinking. lol.
Jenn darling, Yvette woman and i are flying off to Aussie this sunday!! Oh my tians! Happenings! Our dream 3 years ago has come true!!!! haha. All the planning and all. I can't believe it! It's here!!! And we are so excited! Ok. The excitement kinda only set in today. Haha. But it's ok!
Started packing yesterday, packed little more today... and more tmr.. and all the other rest in on Sunday. Really excited! Oh my gosh!! haha. Can't wait! And off to Aussie we go! First to Sydney -can catch up with cousins there. then off to Melb- to catch Lyn and Chris!!!! I'm missing them already. Surely going to cry when i part with them. :(
But first, i shall not think too far. Just let's enjoy! ((:
.she sings.
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Who said Valentine's Day was meant only for couples. Where chocolates and flowers came into the picture? Check out my valentine's day special for this year. ((:
Had meeting with worship team heads. And then it was pool time with the singles who just wanted to chill with friends. This year's valentine's day really brought a whole new meaning to me. It doesn't matter if you're attached. Valentine's day is also for friends and families. (i mean i know that already. but this year was more impactful).
And i really thank God for these wonderful friendships. ((:
Had meeting with worship team heads. And then it was pool time with the singles who just wanted to chill with friends. This year's valentine's day really brought a whole new meaning to me. It doesn't matter if you're attached. Valentine's day is also for friends and families. (i mean i know that already. but this year was more impactful).
And i really thank God for these wonderful friendships. ((:
.she sings.
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Tuesday, February 5, 2008
and how does it feel whenever the 23rd comes by.....
.she sings.
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Monday, February 4, 2008
The counter has been removed..... I don't know why it's still counting.
I'm picking up from where i left off. Been a long time since i blogged.
3months of PRCP went by and in the midst, so many things happened.
I finished my PRCP (pre-registration Consolidation Period) with SGH, ward 52b. I'm now walking down life on my own being single but not available, I'm now a registered nurse (well not officially), i'm going for my grad trip with Darling and woman soon. like oh my tians! It's next Sunday.
To be honest, i haven't exactly picked myself up yet totally. But like what Winston always tell me, "Val you are a fighter" and i believe so too. I was made to have a determined purpose - "wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart; wait i say on the Lord" -Psalms 27:14. And i believe so as well.
But there are times that i just fail to fight. Times where i go to places that brings backs the flashbacks and memories, things i do, things i eat or whatsoever. I am missing him a lot. It's seriously tough. I don't smile the same anymore. I just can't. I can't help it that tears just roll down when the flashbacks come or when i miss him. I know many people have been telling me to forget about it, remove pictures and all. but let me tell you, it is not easy. you can never understand how hurtful it is to do it. Imagine losing someone whom you loved so much, whom you dream of walking hand in hand with forever, getting married with how many kids,with what names, and just knowing that he is the one. You telling me it's easy? U don't understand. Thinking that by removing things would help? Yes it might, but it makes things worse.
Charmaine told me the other time something that really taken be aback. "Hey babe! i know its hard to not think about it. but somehow it's over. Like you know and i know that it's God's plans, You 2 shared something that no one can take away. Why look back and cry at it when you can look back and smile at it." It's true. memories are ours to keep. That's something so precious that no one can get me to removed them.
But it frustrates me the most that i can't help it. think of how i felt when i ended my PRCP with no one to be there to give me a hug. Someone whom i was hoping to celebrate with after my PRCP. How did it feel to face people who kept asking "How's your bf?" How did it feel when i really have the shit-tiest day at work and all i wanted was some comfort? How did it feel to know that our supposely 2nd year anniversary was not too long away. How did it feel to know that Valentine's day is approaching. How did it feel when i finally took the courage to step into the cinema again and watched a movie and cried almost practically through the whole movie? How did it feel when saturdays came around. How did it feel when i had to attend mass alone. How did it feel whenever i saw a cat. And so much more.
It really hurts me you know. It's really so tough.
Thanks for those who really showed your care and i know you all really cared. But somethings it's just not as easy. It's not something that you can say "I understand how you feel."
I'm picking up from where i left off. Been a long time since i blogged.
3months of PRCP went by and in the midst, so many things happened.
I finished my PRCP (pre-registration Consolidation Period) with SGH, ward 52b. I'm now walking down life on my own being single but not available, I'm now a registered nurse (well not officially), i'm going for my grad trip with Darling and woman soon. like oh my tians! It's next Sunday.
To be honest, i haven't exactly picked myself up yet totally. But like what Winston always tell me, "Val you are a fighter" and i believe so too. I was made to have a determined purpose - "wait on the Lord; be of good courage, and he shall strengthen thine heart; wait i say on the Lord" -Psalms 27:14. And i believe so as well.
But there are times that i just fail to fight. Times where i go to places that brings backs the flashbacks and memories, things i do, things i eat or whatsoever. I am missing him a lot. It's seriously tough. I don't smile the same anymore. I just can't. I can't help it that tears just roll down when the flashbacks come or when i miss him. I know many people have been telling me to forget about it, remove pictures and all. but let me tell you, it is not easy. you can never understand how hurtful it is to do it. Imagine losing someone whom you loved so much, whom you dream of walking hand in hand with forever, getting married with how many kids,with what names, and just knowing that he is the one. You telling me it's easy? U don't understand. Thinking that by removing things would help? Yes it might, but it makes things worse.
Charmaine told me the other time something that really taken be aback. "Hey babe! i know its hard to not think about it. but somehow it's over. Like you know and i know that it's God's plans, You 2 shared something that no one can take away. Why look back and cry at it when you can look back and smile at it." It's true. memories are ours to keep. That's something so precious that no one can get me to removed them.
But it frustrates me the most that i can't help it. think of how i felt when i ended my PRCP with no one to be there to give me a hug. Someone whom i was hoping to celebrate with after my PRCP. How did it feel to face people who kept asking "How's your bf?" How did it feel when i really have the shit-tiest day at work and all i wanted was some comfort? How did it feel to know that our supposely 2nd year anniversary was not too long away. How did it feel to know that Valentine's day is approaching. How did it feel when i finally took the courage to step into the cinema again and watched a movie and cried almost practically through the whole movie? How did it feel when saturdays came around. How did it feel when i had to attend mass alone. How did it feel whenever i saw a cat. And so much more.
It really hurts me you know. It's really so tough.
Thanks for those who really showed your care and i know you all really cared. But somethings it's just not as easy. It's not something that you can say "I understand how you feel."
.she sings.
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